i’ve been having these constant rushes of self hatred from trying to do some hobby and then being bad at it. i feel like it isnt even humanly possible to fail this much. everything makes me hate myself and i cant do anything and i hate myself for not doing anything and theres no way out and i wanna die but most of all i just wanna be kind of good at ANYTHING
Todellisuus tuossa ympärillä on jotain aivan muuta. Katso missä maailmassa elät, olet vastuussa siitä. Kun talo, jossa asut, palaa, ei ole varaa olla kuin ei haistaisi savua.